I want to be Socially healthy. I often stay home and do not go out with my friends. I usually don't have the money, time, or energy. It sucks. It also does not help that I live a ways away from everyone that I know and talk to. I'm over it. I'm over not doing anything and staying home. I want to be happy and I love being around my friends cause I'm really happy when I'm with them. Staying in the house kinda depresses me and I am naturally happy go lucky.
Both my brothers and my dad have Type 2 diabetes. My doctor recently told me that I am pre-diabetic. :( That jt made me feel like crap). Of the entire family, I do eat the best for longer periods of time. and it's disheartening. If I want a quality and possibly longer life, I can not go thru life with all this weight on me. I'm unhappy about how I physically look, and I don't great about myself. Nothing fits and I don't want to be that type of person that sub comes to my plite.
There are some things about our relationship that are not strong. I mean I understand no relationship is perfect nor is one person perfect but what I do know is that we can perfect aspects about our relationship that is lacking. I really want that with us because I know WE can make it!!!
I want to start over! I want a new life! I want to be out of California!
Unfortunately there are some major things that were on my credit report that I didn't not put there. In order for me to rebuild my credit I had to make the decision to to either clean up over 16,000 on my credit or give myself the opportunity to clean it up. So now what I want to do is cut some of my expenses, and save up for my future!
I want to complete my education because I want a career. I no longer want to do a job that I HAVE to do just to make ends meat. I am great at doing a wonderful job no matter where I go but that isn't enough for me anymore. I want to do a career where I am able to showcase my talents and skills, NOT just show up to a cubical.
