It does seem like a lot, doesn't it? Took me almost 18 months to make it through that whole process, so I understand the emotional inertia. But finally, the want to have a fresh start will outweigh the procrastination and you'll get through it. I can tell you that being on the other side is heaven. You can have a good relationship with your past and still have a great future. It's all up to you!

 good luck!

Did you finally do it? I was hoping you'd come back and share all the good things you've been doing with your new, independent life. Hope you're well!